It's occurred to me that I haven't done the one thing I guess you'd expect from a blog. And that's... actually talk about my work. I find it difficult to write about, even on here, which I know only a handful of people will read (...if that!)
But talking and discussing it, whilst some good may come of it; new ideas may be generated and positive feedback may be given, it also opens the doors and paves the way for scrutiny, and judgement.
Now, don't get me wrong, I'm all for constructive criticism, but if I'm totally honest, I feel the amount of 'constructiveness' you get back all boils down to the amount of work you've done, and the mood your tutors in.
Alas, there's no good to come from moaning...
It seems there's no time to let your work take a natural progression and manifest naturally, because it's all got to be done in time for your reviews and tutorials... (this, is usually when I say hello to a big fail) I've never been good at explaining ANYTHING. How I'm feeling, even what I did yesterday! So for me, of all people, trying to explain what my work is about and what I want it to say, is a disaster waiting to happen.
If only there was a line in our handbooks that read, 'Let your work speak for itself'.
... But there isn't! so I'll just get on with it.





These are just a few examples of different avenues I was exploring. How to approach drawing the face. At first, I just drew from memory, different features, and just zoomed in on them. I used my friends as guinea pigs, obviously. That's that they're there for. I'm just trying to figure out what it is I want to reach, at what point will it be enough?
Am I trying to re-create these peoples personalities?
Am I? ... I just don't know!
At first, this work was about setting myself time limits. With drawing and painting, it takes me forever and a day to fully tune myself, and get into 'the zone'. It started with drawing random objects, setting myself limits from a few seconds to 15 minutes at the most. This, as most of my other work has in the past, eventually deviated towards people. Now, because I started with the idea of limits, its difficult to try and explain just what these faces actually mean. For me, they are a triumph. I'm a long way off from being a perfect portrait artist (far, far from it!) and usually, I find myself disappointed with a finished face. The fact that it's finished and has reached a conclusion and yet is not perfect... frustrates the hell out of me. It occurred to me that perhaps subconsciously, this work is autobiographical, and is setting the path for stories that I have yet to tell, and people I have yet to meet.
Now, isn't that interesting? a little cliffhanger for you there.
... But really, For me, work is a slow succession. Try to keep up!